Fear of the dark..!!

As I sit by myself wondering if the night would ever end

Thoughts of wilderness run free over the flashes of memories of the past.

Truth revealed and facts sealed tightly where air can’t pass by

The lights go off and it all seems like just the beginning.

The barking of the dogs goes louder and now they howl to make it better

The grown up hounds can see the silence of the rocks that we seem to miss on.

Seldom is heard the cries of the dead to the one willing to hear the call so deep

The skies grow grey and the smog traps all the lights that are now forbidden.

The insane tremors that are felt on the mountains and seas and the beyond

The shattering window panes turn noisy as the winds start to change with every second of the night.

The peeling off paint from the ceiling starts to chip off in larger chunks as compared to an afternoon

The feelings go creepy as the silence starts to speak words we don’t even understand.

The clock starts ticking and the silence broken each second that we listen closely

Then it stops and that’s when we actually begin to worry.

Is it the coming of a new visitor at that time of the night, or just a thought that we are being visited?

Let loose all emotions and wonder why things are so amazingly beautiful for that time of the night.

The doors ajar creates a sense of fear in our heart and mind and everything we the helps sense

The room starts glowing with the light spread out by the moon’s grace.

Lit up just enough to see who the new visitor we have this day or let me just say night.

Ooooooops.............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This Time Of the Year..!!

The time of the year, where everything seems so unclear
Blurry visions that pass by, seem like a million miles.
So many tasks assigned, that take away most of our time
More than a million of feelings that seem to be over crowded.

The breeze that blows, that pierce through the lungs
Worse than the effects that nicotene leaves to rest.
The swirls of the waters, that flow between the rocks
Reminds me of the wine that I first had.

The colour of grass that fades as days pass
Faded looks on the skies deeply lost in darkness.
Burning rays of the sun that try hard to penetrate
The moon lit lowly amidst all in the universe.

The time of the year where we all spell doom
When heaven meets earth and we call it a boon.
Gods waging wars against humans so careless
Humans still move on as they stay fearless.

Predicted by many that we wont last long
While the world still goes on, not a soul that repents.
Living life the fast way and ensuring that it's comfortable
Not keeping in mind that we will someday regret.

I sit up straight and look deep into my system and all that I can notice is this cute grin that takes me into deep thoughts that fill the spaces with so much of meaning. The memories that I recollect is all that keeps me going and the look that she wears gently clouds over my pea sized brains. I sit and wonder and ask myself, " What can be the Reason?

"Why is so diffucult to understand the simple language spoken by a human being while the dog's bark makes more sense!! Where did knowledge and language fail me that I am left with a feel that plays deep and heavy music in my soul. All I can think of is bitter understanding and smart ways of making me understand that we cannot have the moon no matter how hard we wish for it. But they say " Faith can move mountains ", so did I commit sin..!!..

When I say I mean it, the world looks at me and laughs; how about giving me a chance to prove myself and see that difference rather than sitting in the corner of the room and cribbing about the world which YOU are a part of.

Believe in the words that come from the heart and mock not sincerity for these are what will take us far and the world has been the biggest witness. To be challenged, is I feel the best way to bring out what is dormant. An erupted conscience can wreck civilizations where proving a point seems too minute.

A New World

The more I think, the more I end up imagining- the lies that have taken me to the heights of success and the back stabbing involved in achieving a promotion. That is actually the beauty of the so called Corporate life.

The Cut throat competition that drives everyone mad and everybody tries to bring the other down with an intention to overtake, not bothered of the so called ethics that should be governing our lives!!Ethically right is a long gone practice that maybe has been buried ages ago.When we look at somebody in the eye; little do they have the courage and the innocence to look back at you and greet you- not because they are busy, but because at some point of time they may have done something that may have brought you down- and you are simply un aware of it. The guilt pricks hard and the eyes show it all. maybe at some point of time you may have lived the best days with the person.

This is what corporate life demands you to be. You are not supposed to trust your own shadow lest it should betray you someday. The walls develop ears and the table have grown eyes. You have to keep it to yourself until the time comes for you to open up and announce and ensure your plan is not robbed away before you let it out. Safeguard your ideas and protect them more than your earnings, because they will make you a millionaire and not the promises of this wage world.

No one can promise you anything and if they happen to do they must be "GOD"It is easy to go along provided you adhere to policies and the tricks of the trade. You have to have emotionless thoughts and a heart of stone. for only then would you be able to grow since you would need to backstab someone in the process. The human soul is selfish and in this we fail to forget the different values that have been bestowed up on us by our elders. All that stays back that has been implanted is, DO WELL. To get to the DO WELL level..there is no second thoughts, nor regrets.The more you bury your emotions; the better you fair in this competition.. So hold on and watch, the day is not far when the Father stabs the son and so on. And behold the world will then experience a new transformation - From Humans to Hudemons..!!..